Remember the Vitamin C "graduation" song that came out in the late nineties?
So do I.
I was continuously abused by an older male to this song.
We weren't "friends". I cannot remember a single conversation I had with this person.
I do remember everything about the abuse though.
This wasn't the only great song.
What about "Oops I did it again"?
The irony is that ever since this occurrence I have had a fix on female pop music. I never had it before the abuse.
That's not all that changed for me. I had a girlfriend at the time. I spent the next 10 years of my life having compulsive sex with older men though.
I stopped my faith in God eventually.
I developed drug addictions, sex addictions, eating disorders, exercise disorders, and many other ways of coping.
Recently I have come back, with the help of this site.
Oh. I lied.
FIve years later. I did have one convo with this person.
It went like this.
"i forgive you."
I was MOSTLY over it, maybe 51%.
He said: "for what?"