Remember the Vitamin C "graduation" song that came out in the late nineties?

So do I.

I was continuously abused by an older male to this song.

The irony?

We weren't "friends". I cannot remember a single conversation I had with this person.

I do remember everything about the abuse though.

This wasn't the only great song.

What about "Oops I did it again"?

Or "Smile"?

The irony is that ever since this occurrence I have had a fix on female pop music. I never had it before the abuse.

That's not all that changed for me. I had a girlfriend at the time. I spent the next 10 years of my life having compulsive sex with older men though.

I stopped my faith in God eventually.

I developed drug addictions, sex addictions, eating disorders, exercise disorders, and many other ways of coping.

Recently I have come back, with the help of this site.

Oh. I lied.

FIve years later. I did have one convo with this person.

It went like this.

"i forgive you."

I was MOSTLY over it, maybe 51%.

He said: "for what?"