Thanks for the encouragement. It means a lot to know that i am not alone, and others feel the same as i do. And i also like what King Tut said. even though the foundation was built strong, some of the walls are crooked, now is restoration time.
Best wishes to eveyone!
I want to be me. I want to be whole. I want to be the loving person me and my wife and family deserve. Mostly I want to feel like I deserve to live without fear of people, of who I am, of intimacy, and without fear of a past I canít change.