i think it's the last thing people want to do
i've been thinking about telling my friend so that i can talk to him about things of that nature, he has his problems, and when he's depressed he'll phone me up or ask me to go and play snooker to talk. i've never told him about me, he's the only person that i think i could talk to about things like this. but then he would get freaked out wouldn't he, maybe he wouldn't believe me, he always thought i was quite a strong boy in school i think, i mean i was small and slightly built, but i don't think he ever thought i was weak of mind to have let something like that happen, i always try to make out i'm a strong person.
maybe it will destroy who he thinks i am, he will look at me differently
have you ever told your story to a friend? do you regret it?
"...until lambs become lions"
I love you, little lewis, and i will never leave you. We are the same. You brighten my day, and i will make sure that i brighten yours. Hugs and kisses.