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#20624 - 02/05/02 05:18 AM
Another Day of a Survivor.
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Registered: 02/19/01
Posts: 276
Loc: Anchorage,Alaska
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I'm a survivor, a abused child who learn "survival skills"
to protect myself emotionally and physically.
Bocked out the memory of some abuse,
and Betrayed my Love,
and Attention,
for patterns of Denial,
Approval or Loyality beyond reason,
and Turning Off my Feelings,
so I can live through the traumatic events.
The Hurting child.
Who is the Natural child?
The controlling child had to take control,
a role of controlling behavior partterns,
the internal consistency of repetitive
compulsion of panic attacks,
roller coaster ride of feelings up with happieness or down with depression,
and then there's relationship dysfunctions.
Not to forget PTSD- posttraumatic stress disorder
Why did I quit my new job?
I had for one week?
fmighell anc ak :rolleyes:
[ February 05, 2002: Message edited by: fmighell ]
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#20625 - 02/10/02 11:12 AM
Re: Another Day of a Survivor.
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MaleSurvivor
Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
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Hope things are going well this winter in ALASKA, thanks for this topic, it was nice.
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Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark. ***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni*** The Round Table, Men's CSA Group, Monday 7:30pm CST, MaleSurvivor Chat
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#20626 - 02/10/02 11:16 AM
Re: Another Day of a Survivor.
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MaleSurvivor
Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
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nice wasn't the word I was really thinking of.
Abuse is a tough topic, it was good to read about your experience with it. I can relate.
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Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark. ***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni*** The Round Table, Men's CSA Group, Monday 7:30pm CST, MaleSurvivor Chat
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