El your too funny
Thanks Larry & Ken
I don't feel so brave, I feel very vulnerable and exposed. You all here have been very supportive and I am grateful for that support. However some of the people I have disclosed this to have not been. I posted about the experience in a different thread. It's hard to feel brave at this time since some I know have placed blame on me for telling the truth. You know I'm saddened they feel that way but it's not my fault that this is the truth. It really pisses me off when nobody says anything about the pink Heffalump in the living room, and attack the one who points it out.
I'm sure there is a psycho babble name for this, I'll have to ask my T but I think its called denial or avoidance.