I've been contemplating my miserable past 28 years of living with Rape-Related Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. The fact of being tortured, sodomized, and beaten by two men at gunpoint is a harsh enough reality to endure. But they weren't the only perpetrators present. The fact of having a woman fondle and torture me with a hot curling iron in ways I prefer not to describe was just as bad if not worse. Does this make me question my manhood at times. I wouldn't speak about it if it didn't bother me. Yeah; it is humiliating to talk about it. But I need feedback from other men on this site who may have experienced similar experiences. If you are in anyway, shape, or form bothered about speaking frank about this; then this post is not for you. I would appreciate genuine input from other men who may have gone through experiences resemblance of my own.

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=132725&page=1#Post132725

Stay strong Brother, pm me if ya feel like it
Mike

I have not had this history, but I know of other men here who have been abused by women. You will be heard and understood here, and I am very sorry of your need to be here.

andrei

Thanks for the support ak. It's not taken for granted.
Thanks Again. Hope to talk with you on the chat line
Have a good one.

I was raped by a woman as well. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk. I've read your story before at another forum. The curling iron was not something I could easily forget after I'd read it.

As this thread is a little dated, I hope you are doing a little better now.