great topic & i totally relate
i have a theory & it has to do with different kinds of memory/memories: implicit & explicit
implicit memory put simply is remembering something without being aware we are remembering it
explicit memory put simply is a conscious recollection... I went to ___ & there was _____ so I _____
I think when implicit memories are happening & affecting us, at some deeper level we are aware
of how old we were when the memory was "born"
For some of us, our implicit memories may be affecting us continually
& why I feel like a 2 year old alot of the time
A "terrible" 2 year old...
holee crap... I just realized why I've been so angry here these last few days
Again just a theory
I am a bit of a science geek
among other thangs