Basically this is about sex. I actually haven't girl friend sinse like 96, wow thats almost 12 yrs priesthood here I come! Like a virgin touched for the very first time....lol. I probably have slept with like 3 or 4 people since then and even those were years ago. Basically I am like a born again virgin. The 34 year old virgin!

This is all hard and torturous. On one side theres the normal honry dude that wants to have sex like everybody else and also feel he needs to catch up. Then theres the side that can't even let himself get into an intamant situation like that unless he's wasted. Then theres the guilty side that feels guilty for having these desires/urges and like I don't deserve them. Then there's the preformance issue stuff. Because of the lack of experience. All the pressure. All that stuff adds up to a lot of lack of confidence and women can read that from a mile away. Which just adds to the low self esteem. And the pile continues.....