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#204951 - 02/13/08 02:13 AM Depth of Pain
Mark P Offline
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 17
Loc: Bonney lake, WA
Depth of Pain

Woods, deep and dark, full and beautiful;
I stand in your fields, so alone and vulnerable;

Wolves stalk, so stealth and quiet;
While I stand, so alone and silent;

They attack with vigor and violence,
Ending my hope of faith, with pain and compliance;

You donít kill, but you tease and taunt,
While instead, Iím left to endure years of haunt;

The heard, walks away in fear and in confusion,
While I sit alone, and nurse my contusions;

And in the end, I seek the answers to why,
I was left alone to sit and cry;

And stare and feel the scars of pain,
While you all sit around and enjoy the day.

_________________________
Walk a day in my shoes, and you will want to die. protect me from a day in my shoes, and i will be forever in your debt.

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#204973 - 02/13/08 08:50 AM Re: Depth of Pain [Re: Mark P]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2502
Loc: Denver, CO
Welcome, Mark.
Lot of feeling in this poem - nice work.

M


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#205647 - 02/17/08 08:35 AM Re: Depth of Pain [Re: MarkK]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

Welcome to the site and thanks for a nice poem. the ending describes the situation of an abused boy so well.

I'm glad you found us and I hope the site can help you. There's a lot of support and understanding available here.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#206300 - 02/20/08 12:54 AM Re: Depth of Pain [Re: roadrunner]
Mark P Offline
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 17
Loc: Bonney lake, WA
Larry,
thanks for the thoughts. i'm glad i'm here. Marc Gilmartin in
Seattle spoke about this organization during a meeting i attended. i searched and now have found that i can scan the site and find words of connection and friendship. thanks to all who take part. and thanks to you for your response.

_________________________
Walk a day in my shoes, and you will want to die. protect me from a day in my shoes, and i will be forever in your debt.

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#206301 - 02/20/08 12:56 AM Re: Depth of Pain [Re: MarkK]
Mark P Offline
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Registered: 02/13/08
Posts: 17
Loc: Bonney lake, WA
thanks M.
i'm just at the beginning of healing. i've been to therapy 2 times. once when i was in college, for 2 1/2 years (about 4 years realistically) and now, which is more in depth and fulfilling. i'm just beginning to open the doors of pain in my mind to unleash what has been hidden for so long.
thanks for the words and acceptance.

_________________________
Walk a day in my shoes, and you will want to die. protect me from a day in my shoes, and i will be forever in your debt.

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#207090 - 02/24/08 05:47 AM Re: Depth of Pain [Re: Mark P]
John Ireland Offline
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Registered: 11/12/02
Posts: 155
Loc: Chicago
your heart's words are felt deeply within... you'll NEVER walk alone!!! one day YOU will be FREEEEEEEE of all the pain...

always dream~~~dare~~~dive, john :):):)


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