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#203285 - 02/03/08 03:24 AM Alone
usmc97 Offline
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Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 437
Loc: Colorado
I don't feel normal
even here

The pain the pain
inside my tears

A few more hours
to my worst fears

All of "them"
and all their peers

All alone
with all "them" near

No one sees
nobody hears



Alone alone
the floor no bed

Teddy bear
to hold my head

Muted prayers
no voice but said

I cry I cry
my courage fled

I scream for help
denied instead

Return the toy
the boy, forget



They take my body
destroy my mind

None are caught
imagined crime

They do their worst
they wait in line

They get to do it
every time

I doubt the lie
but not the signs

The sins are theirs
the burdens mine



I don't feel normal
even here

The pain the pain
inside my tears

A few more hours
to my worst fears

All of "them"
and all their peers

All alone
with all "them" near

No one sees
nobody hears

_________________________
Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then there's me the imaginary number

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#203394 - 02/03/08 07:30 PM Re: Alone [Re: usmc97]
roadrunner Offline
Administrator Emeritus
MaleSurvivor

Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
usmc97,

I feel for your pain and sense of isolation, even here. It's not unusual for us to feel like that. The way I described it was "being alone in a crowd", and another guy memorably called it "walking through an empty town".

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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