Hi I was sexually assualted as an adult. How can I say I was sexually assualted by a woman friend of mine. It seems impossible. Some of my old friends and family have said. I think
she brainwashed me. By saying that I was the only pursuer.
It was never both pursueing. Like normal type of sex relationship
. I remember lying in bed after so called making love, I couldnt
feel my body. I had flashbacks during our sex life. Id see her
gut painted red among other things. I felt it was more psychological than physical. Im having the same compelled feeling
I had with her only this type of feeling is assosiated with going
to a bar. I feel my personal boundrys are being trashed. Because
I dont want to go to this bar. What can i do to stop this
magnetic pull Im having now?