1)I am a big Philadelphia Phillies fan. (I know, it's not actually the gay way to be lol, but my grandpa taught me about baseball and I've loved it ever since.) So, one of the things I love is for a few hours during the summer months, while watching a game or going to a game, I kind of forget my past a little and in those few hours, I feel like everybody else sitting in the crowd, and cheering on the Phillies becomes more important that my own problems.
2)I care about people, but I cannot say with a 100% truth that I love many people. I love my grandparents, and sometimes, my boyfriend. I love that I can still feel love.
3)Sometimes, but not all the time, I love myself. It's hard to do, since I feel that most of the time, "myself" put me in the position of being hurt. It's "myself" that I've chosen to run away from for the last few years. I'm afraid of "myself", and afraid of what "myself" is capable of doing. But I know if "I" can control myself and my feelings, then "I" can grow to love myself always.
4)I love that this website has given me the opportunity to share my story, to grow through other member's experiences, and to feel important, even if it's only for a short while. Let's face it, I've had my ups and downs with a few members since I've been on this site, but ultimately, I think my time here has been beneficial to myself and the people in my life, and I'm thankful for that.
5)I love, love, love, love, love...... Reese's Peanut Butter Ice Cream with extra Reese's Peanut Butter mixed into it, topped with crushed Oreo cookies, and Reese's Shell.