You are my demon, are you not?
You should know that I have decided to ignore you....
Just shove you to the side and walk right by
I have spent entirely too much time on you
You are a man
And a tortured one at that
What kind of man has sex with a baby, a little boy, a toddler?
His own son?
And I worry that I'm not as good as you?
Not as revered?
If they only knew, my dear Papa, the things you did to your only son
Of course, they'd never believe me
My own family doesn't believe me
Hell, half the time, I don't believe me
But, I have spent way too much time on you
Don't get me wrong.....this ain't forgiveness
That's not gonna happen
It's just a sort of "Step aside, buster, I'm comin' through."
'Cause, see, I know who you really are
And I can't imagine what it must have been like inside you
What it must have felt like
To molest your own little boy
I may or may not hate you
(Although that would probably be a yes)
But, hear me now, Daddy Dearest
Although you have managed to ruin most of my life
You do not get one minute more
The rest of this life is mine
Now, get the hell out of my way!
I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.