Well this is the first Christmas since disclosure and it has been different. Was kind of quiet and did not seem much like Christmas. I went to an early AA meeting because a friend was cheering the meeting at 6am. There was only 4 of us and I got to see another close friend on his way out. I disclosed to him and he shared some information about his son who went through the same thing with a teacher for about 6 years. He was very understanding and supportive. We had the meeting but it was just not the same as it once was. I no longer belong there anymore than a candle in a snowman. It was kind of sad but then again its time to move on.
Me and my mom exchanged gifts and watched some TV. Later tonight we had dinner with my aunt and uncle. Dinner went well and we did exchange presents.
I don't know it just seemed that I did not have the feeling of excitement I usually did at this time of year. I am exhausted and will be going to bed soon.
It was a good day just different than others I did get to see and feel the joy of my mom opening up her gift and the surprise on her face
We got to spend some good time together and I am happy for that.
Hope you all had a great day.