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#196448 - 12/23/07 07:07 PM im scared
nicky Guest Registered: 08/24/07 Posts: 261	im scared but i am suppose to be strong i am scared but i cant show this emotion im suppose to be strong for some reason want to cry now i am scared and im afraid to let it show im suppose to be strong and i am scared i am crying now but i am suppose to be strong maybe i just need to cry i am scared will someone please hold my hand i am afriad will someone please hold me and let me know that everything is going to be ok i am scared my heart is heavy and it is pouring out tears with alot of pain i am scared please don't leave me alone i am scared but i am suppose to be so strong i am forced to be strong please dont leave me alone can you see i am scared and i hate this i found this paper at an old freinds house he keeps a box locked for me full of some of my childhood things i was 16 years old _________________________ i like the rain cause no one knows im crying a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry what is your definiton of control? i lay awake another hour just like the one before the shadows play a game with my head i can't take this anymore http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8
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#196918 - 12/28/07 02:01 AM Re: im scared [Re: nicky]
Liri Member MaleSurvivor New Here Registered: 12/27/07 Posts: 127 Loc: Seattle, WA	Crushing. My high school journals were taken by a psychiatrist when I was 17... then he lost them. _________________________ As a small child, I felt in my heart two contradictory feelings, the horror of life and the ecstasy of life. --Charles Baudelaire My Story
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#197230 - 12/30/07 08:31 AM Re: im scared [Re: Liri]
roadrunner Administrator Emeritus MaleSurvivor Registered: 05/02/05 Posts: 22045 Loc: Carlisle, PA	Nicky, You had every right to be scared then and you have every right to be scared now. There's no shame in that. Sexual abuse is one of the worst things that can happen to a boy - how is he to react to that if not with fear? One of our first tasks is to allow ourselves these emotions. Acknowledging how we felt then and how we feel now is so central to our healing. Much love, Larry _________________________ Nobody living can ever stop me As I go walking my freedom highway. Nobody living can make me turn back: This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)
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