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#196156 - 12/21/07 09:36 AM Split (Poetry)
kellygtx Offline
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Registered: 07/11/07
Posts: 412
Loc: Texas, USA
When I close my eyes
I can feel you
- a second part of me
that others never see

So cruel when you enter my mind,
never leaving –
always reminding –
self destruction is the drug you push
staying until I get my fix
“…shoot me up” I beg
so you will leave my head

We are so very different
- you love yourself for being strong
- I hate myself for being weak
- whatever you do is right
- whatever I do is wrong

When you are with me
I know no bounds
I feel no pain
and there is my high
you make me NUMB
and for that I run into your arms

I open my eyes
…and I think you've gone
…and fear returns to haunt me
so I close them
…and you're back again
…and hit me up once more
and all goes blank

_________________________
I bid you Peace.

Kelly

The time is always NOW. Breath In. Breath Out. Move On.

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#196319 - 12/22/07 07:49 PM Re: Split (Poetry) [Re: kellygtx]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Kelly,

Originally Posted By: kellygtx
When you are with me
I know no bounds
I feel no pain
and there is my high
you make me NUMB
and for that I run into your arms


I think we are all tempted to go for this one, aren't we? It seems to feel so great at least not to be overwhelmed by the hurt. We all have to find our own way past this, but looking back I can say that in my case at least, "numb" was no way to live. In fact, it was no life at all.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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