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#33035 - 03/29/01 07:01 AM Breathe
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
I am trying to focus on my breathing.

Stay here and now.

Be confident.

I have an Important meeting today at 2:00

I am smileing more.

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#33036 - 04/04/01 09:06 PM Re: Breathe
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
I think it is helping.

Not sure.

I started meditating while waiting for my email. That ws different, the email was slow.

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#33037 - 05/17/01 10:36 PM Re: Breathe
michael Joseph Offline
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SINCE THIS WAS WRITIN, I HAVE ACTED OUT WITH TWO OF MY FRIENDS, I HAVE DICUSSED THIS WITH MY COUNSELOR. I HAVE STOPPED IT. I WENT THROUGH SADNESS AND DEPRESSION OVER IT. IT LOOKS LIKE I WAS AVOIDING A TASK, AND ENDED UP ACTING OUT TO GET OUT OF IT. I DID NOT DO TOO MUCH, I DID ENOUGH. WELL I WANT TO CONTINUE A HAPPY MARRIAGE. SO I WILL.
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE SUPPORT. IT HAS HELPED.

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#33038 - 05/20/01 11:57 PM Re: Breathe
michael Joseph Offline
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I am doing much better. Getting over my past is not easy. Looking toward the future through the past in the present is a better way for me to go.

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#33039 - 05/21/01 01:06 PM Re: Breathe
SoCalJohn Offline
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Registered: 05/18/01
Posts: 510
Loc: Los Angeles, California
Michael,

Keep working at it, your worth it.

Hugs,

John

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I asked him about this law he spoke of, he said,,, *watch* he then asked the others to share about their lives,,, the others talked of how things were for them, how things worked in their lives,,, and as they believed, it was so.

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#33040 - 05/23/01 06:16 PM Re: Breathe
michael Joseph Offline
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I do feel much better now, last month was very difficult.

I got plane tickets to NY for conference.

Two men's weekends inbetween set up.

I am knee deep in recovery.

\:\) \:\) \:\)

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#195469 - 12/16/07 04:08 AM Re: Breathe [Re: michael Joseph]
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
Now years later, I know I am worth more than what my ex thought, when in accident with her car one christmas eve she was mad at me and worried about her precious car, money was more important to her than me, she has caused many problems over wanting her money and keeping money from her sister and me, even keeping money from her sick brother prior to his death

he died alone in the hospital

Randy I hope you are at peace now, too bad your sister was the way she was you could have been at home with us instead of in your apt alone.

at least i have one thing she cant keep, my heart of gold

I get to keep that

she can have the dogs cats and the turtles

at least I found love

that I get to have

MJ

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#195474 - 12/16/07 07:19 AM Re: Breathe [Re: michael Joseph]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Michael,

I just love your perspective here:

Originally Posted By: michael Joseph
she can have the dogs cats and the turtles

at least I found love

that I get to have


It looks to me like you have come through this with far more than she has, my friend. \:\)

Much love,
Larry

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As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#195479 - 12/16/07 08:06 AM Re: Breathe [Re: roadrunner]
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Loc: North Carolina, USA
Ditto what Larry said \:\)

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#195482 - 12/16/07 08:43 AM Re: Breathe [Re: GateKPR4]
alexey Offline
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Registered: 08/16/05
Posts: 1674
Loc: Moscow, Russia
Michael,

I m glad you have got so powerful feelings and self-confidence to realize your strength.

Alexey

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