That's one of the great things about having a T; the T will so often help us see things that are right there before our eyes, but which we just don't recognize. I'm sure your T is right. You are preparing for a stressful time and you are determined to go down there safe, not exposed to new harm. Sounds very good to me!
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)