I'm sorry your T is giving you trouble. If this is an ongoing situation, then its time to find a new T. You need a T who can see you every week. I have enough trouble with just once a week, sometimes I loose some of the stuff we've worked on the last week. Call your insurance company and ask them for another T who specializes in CSA. If you don't have insurance, call the Ts listed for Colorado in the MS directory and ask them if they know anyone in your area that may have a sliding scale if you need that. I know its really hard to stand up for yourself, I have that problem as well. But do you best and try because you need and deserve it.
As for no-one understanding, unfortunately lots of people don't understand us, maybe thats why I isolate myself so much. But isolation doesn't work either, so stay the course and just try to manage. If they don't understand, just try to make it through and see if you can get them to just not saying anything.
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"