That is great. You have had so much courage in your soul when you wrote it. Now that you have healed and moved forward, it can really be seen that you struggled and fighted against your fears and weakness. You shared lots of thm with people around you and it did not make you worse. It made you stronger!
When you feel all alone and unhappy, turn to you Inner Child and talk to Him.
You will see He can comfort you like nothing else!