I understand you completely. I had the same shock and fear after posting my story with my real email on HeathyPlace.
Just remember to look into DB guidelines. No real names and personal info! It will keep you safe from the eyes of those you don't want to know about your private life.
We can discuss it more, so feel free to PM me with anything you want to talk about.
When you feel all alone and unhappy, turn to you Inner Child and talk to Him.
You will see He can comfort you like nothing else!