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#192045 - 11/21/07 02:09 AM I am freaking out
drakestorm Offline
New Here

Registered: 10/17/07
Posts: 5
Loc: Indiana
Hey,

I am still kind of new here. Some of you may have seen my story over in the story forum. Anyway, I am freaking out right now. I am not doing well at all. Angry, rage, confusion. I am not sure what is triggering it, but I think I have more memories surfacing. I can't f---ing deal with this right now. It is so hard to keep myself and the rest of my life together. I have enough problems as it is.

Letting it out has helped.

Thanks for letting me rant!

Regards,

Drake


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#192046 - 11/21/07 02:26 AM Re: I am freaking out [Re: drakestorm]
OKIE MIKE Offline
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Registered: 02/13/04
Posts: 982
Loc: HULBERT OK
Rant all you want . I have ben trying for 30 years to find a way to control the anger that burns in me . I have wanted to
kill the SOB that raped me tn 1977 every sense it happened .
I have looked for him all of this time . The only thing that will ever make me stop is to see him in jail or in his grave.
So I do under stand how it can be

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MICHAEL

"I HAD NO SHOES THEN I SAW A MAN THAT HAD NO FEET"

"All I can do is be me, whoever that is"

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#192048 - 11/21/07 03:55 AM Re: I am freaking out [Re: OKIE MIKE]
Muldoon Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 05/30/02
Posts: 1428
Loc: St Paul MN
Drake maybe you should think about joing the Healing Circle that is starting next Tues. There is lots of help in the peer support meetings. There is a sign up post at the top of the male survivor forum that explains everything. Hope to see you there.

Tom

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Teach the Children to Never Hide in the Silence

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#192138 - 11/21/07 05:59 PM Re: I am freaking out [Re: Muldoon]
drakestorm Offline
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Posts: 5
Loc: Indiana
Tom,

Thanks for the invite. I will take a look at the info.

Drake


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#192166 - 11/22/07 02:22 AM Re: I am freaking out [Re: drakestorm]
cbfull Offline
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MaleSurvivor

Registered: 01/26/07
Posts: 386
Loc: Ohio
Hey neighbor! (from Ohio)

Sorry you are having such a rough time but if it helps I'm sending a completely non-sexual hug to you.

Hang in there and keep letting those awful feelings out, we will be here to help you understand them as best as we can.

Craig

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Guilt and shame have never done any of us any good at all.

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#192281 - 11/23/07 12:45 AM Re: I am freaking out [Re: cbfull]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Drake,

Welcome to Male Survivor and I hope you will find resources here that will help you in your recovery. Tom has already mentioned to you one of the most effective things going on the site - the Healing Circles he initiated. I would definitely suggest you give that a try. You don't have to speak up at first; just get used to the format first and try to participate when you feel more comfortable.

Much love,
Larry

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As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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