I get a tan pretty easy, as most of my life I have worked outdoors so get a tan pretty easy.

It occurred to me that I feel more confident with a tan, and then thought why.

This goes back to when I was a kid who would blush at pretty much anything, especially if it was based on sexual matters, so guess I feel more confident with a tan.

Most ppl get a tan to look good, I get one to hide behind.
I also dress down, but not too scruffy any more, ppl tend to tell me what I look good in which is a good thing.

I like that because at least I am getting something right,

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