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#190913 - 11/11/07 07:39 AM canning my t ???????????
sabata Offline
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Registered: 08/08/06
Posts: 1948
So some of you here know me------some dont----------i kinda come and go---------------from this place------------i need feedback---------------i got a new t-------------i was excited--------------she seemed to know what i was talking about-------------------well the last session----last friday-----------she askes me what i am doing thanksgiving day-------------i said nothing -probley sleep------------------she wants me to do a volantury thing-helping others--------------i wasnt to sure about this---------------------changes my routines ect-----------well she saids if i dont do what sghe saids----------------------then we can not continue to work together-------------so shje instilled fear in me-----------i must do this---------------so i said ok------------------------but now after thinking about this-----------------i dont like beeing threatened---------------i thought this recovery was about ones own pace-------------i have to take off work early to see her---------wich is costing me a 100 dollars a week-----------pluss i am paying her 325 a mounth------------------------------so this is a pretty good finanical lost---------------------------------i am thinking screw her-----------------i will just do trhings on my own---------------------this whole recovery stuff is bull shit anyways----------------i will never be like -quote--normal people-------------i just need to live with the hand i was dealt-------------------so any opinions will be appricated--------------thanks--steve


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#190915 - 11/11/07 07:46 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: sabata]
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Registered: 08/02/07
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Steve,

This is not acceptable to me. If you can't learn to help yourself, which is what therapy is all about, then how can you be expected to help others?

Holidays are hard enough for guys like you and me the way it is. We don't need any added pressure.

Think hard about this. Perhaps you should do one more session with her. Ask her if she was serious, and if she was, ask for a referral.

You need a therapist, dude, but if a therapist is making this kind of a threat, that is overstepping a boundary. You also need your boundaries.

Bryan

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#190916 - 11/11/07 07:53 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: BJK]
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Thanks-Bryan------------she kinda indicated she wanted to see how my reaction would be after this--like if i had feelings--------------being around other people--------------i dont know -she just seems to pushy-----------------i feel if i feel ok with something-so be it----------but if i dont feel ok-----------let it rest-----------move on-----------i dont like being pressured------------------------steve


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#190918 - 11/11/07 08:01 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: sabata]
sabata Offline
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not sure if i need a t or not------------maybe just go it alone-------------------i do everything else alone---------------why cant i get cancer or some disease---------to just get it over with-------------


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#190922 - 11/11/07 09:52 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: sabata]
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Registered: 10/15/07
Posts: 622
Loc: Richmond area
maybe a little nudging to get out and socialize would be reasonable, but scare tactics and "tough-love" therapy w/ a survivor seem pretty stupid to me. not all t's are that confrontational, she sounds pretty expensive for that quality of therapy; can her, write a letter to whatever clinic she's part of (if not a solo flier), and find a new one... if you feel so despairing you actually imagine a terminal illness on top of everything else would be a good thing, "going it alone" would NOT be something i could endorse responsibly. \:\( Get mad, get noisy, but get another (cheaper) t if you can, please! i've not seen a post from you before that sounded so bleak (at least any you've made in the last month or so). It's hard to feel right about anything if the only person you talk to most every day is yourself... (trust me on this). i hope you have a better tomorrow, even if today stinks..
(((steve)))

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#190924 - 11/11/07 10:32 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: dgoods]
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Registered: 03/31/04
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Loc: New Jersey
Yeah, I'd have to agree that her tactics are a little overboard. If she thinks that this is going to work then I doubt she knows much about survivors, being forced to do things is what got us here in the first place. So I think you should try to find a new therapist. I don't know what part of Texas your in but if you are in the Dallas area, there is a therapist on the Male Survivor list, Monique Thompson in Flower Mound. If you not in this area I would recommend you contact her and she if she can give you a lead to someone or some agency in your area. I know Texas is a big state but it can't hurt to try.

Going it alone, I don't think is a good idea. Regardless, I think continuing to talk to us here is.

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#190925 - 11/11/07 10:33 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: dgoods]
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Registered: 04/13/02
Posts: 1332
Loc: Wyoming
You should talk to her and tell how what she said made you feel. She may have been trying to get you too widen your circle and is unaware of how it effected you. As with any relationship open and honest talk is the key. If she has a "Im the pro here not you" kind of reply then yeah kick her to the curb and move on. Have you read the guide to shoping for a T on here? It sure helped me a lot.

Best of luck you man.
James

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#190928 - 11/11/07 10:46 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: dgoods]
Darren Offline
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Registered: 02/12/07
Posts: 120
Loc: The High Seas
Hi Steve -- I remember you from your comments to my first post. Thanks to you and others on here I had the courage to seek my own therapy.

Wow! Your therapist sounds scary. It also sounds unethical to give a client an ultimatum like that. You're right to feel uncomfortable about it. Therapy is about helping YOU not about having you help others, isn't it? (Just a shot in the dark, but is your therapist associated with a religious group?) Remember, you're in control. I would want to be looking for a new therapist right away. That ultimatum is a big red flag for me.

I hope all goes well!

Take care, Darren

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#190933 - 11/11/07 11:22 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: Darren]
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Registered: 11/12/05
Posts: 2962
Loc: United States
Steve?

I think that what Bryan told you, as far as needing to be able to help yourself first, before you can help others, is an important thing to consider, but I'm going to ask you to consider one other thing before you ditch her. And that is this:

Sometimes, in order to change or improve ourselves, we need to leave our "comfort zones".

Let me give you an example in my life that involves leaving my comfort zone. I recently visited a cousin of mine and his family. http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=188287&page=4#Post188287

When I was talking with his wife in the kitchen, she hinted at the notion of visiting me with some of the kids to check out the new place where I live. I didn't say no, but I didn't say yes, I instead discreetly changed the subject. Why did I do this? Because frankly, I am embarrassed by my "black sheep" status in my family. I'm an underachiever, I seldom leave the house, I'm not involved in any community activities, I have no intimate relationships with anyone, and whatever goals I've set for myself have yet to materialize. In short, I don't think very highly of myself, so why would I want her kids to be exposed to my lifestyle? But, having said this, nothing would be more fun than having James or Peter over and hooking up a LAN party to play Star Wars, Empire at War. I think I would actually enjoy having some of my younger relatives over and have some fun, but I just can't get myself to invite them over. So here I am, stuck in this "comfort zone", but am I really happy the way things are with me? Not really. So how do I change that? I'm going to have to take a chance (gasp!!!!) and leave my CZ.


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#190936 - 11/11/07 11:34 AM Re: canning my t ??????????? [Re: Hauser]
sabata Offline
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Registered: 08/08/06
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yea my comfort zone-----------i like it------not sure if i am ready to leave it------------and wehen i do it will be at my choice------------------this lady is-the one listed here-----------------monique thompson----------------not sure what i will do next-------------need to think on this-----------------maybe if she had suggested this earlier-to give me time to digueast it--it wouldnt bother me so much---------------------but what botheres me the most is--------------the threat------------------if you dont do this then maybe we cant work together------------------------------------------thanks guys for your input---------------------------steve


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