nicky,
I hope that you see the brightness of rain, and light through shadows, and greatness in your heart...........sometimes we don't know why we get so sad, and it's a shame that someone else has done this to us, but i hope that one day you can bring some of those sadder moments to great loving and fun ones............I try to think of things that make me happy, and try to do those things, if only for a moment that you can forget that sad or angry moments that may of happened to you.......................................