MikeChurch, Thedean, Outis, Ernie, Nathan, Ivanhoe, c0g, your words are so caring, and make me feel like I am not so alone after all, thank you so very much, surviving is what i really want, and I hate feeling like a victim, I just need to shake this depression so i can feel again.
thank you for the PM, i would have answered it but my reply privledges have been shut off i get the following message:
You are not permitted to send private messages. A board leader has elected to deactivate this option for you.
so sorry but thank you David
TheDean.... Bob, again the same problem, when i attempted to reply, your PM was very meaningful to me and appreciated, made me stop and think, thanks again
To all, i am trying to turn my depression around and get back on track, you don't know how
how much your words are appreciated, thank every one of you from the bottom of my heart
A fellow survivor Gary (oldjoe / still-joe)