Hi, Mr. Sims,
Welcome, I hope you are able to find at least some of the answers you're looking for while interacting with us here. You've come to the right place.
Take your time getting acquainted and only say what you feel you are ready to say. The big rule around here is to make sure you "take care of you" first.
Lots of love,
“Life’s journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting ‘Holy ____…! What a ride!’” ~Hunter S. Thompson