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#184264 - 10/03/07 12:19 AM down agian
nicky Offline
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Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
ive been pushed down so many times
i wonder if this time will be the last
as i lay here and feel myself fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my horific past
and the fear of what is hidden in my delicate mind
i feel the presures of shame and rejection building
when did i become this thing i hate
as i lay here on the floor
i have no strength to get up
im not worth it any more

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i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#184280 - 10/03/07 04:51 AM Re: down agian [Re: nicky]
michael Joseph Offline
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Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
hey did you read my mind nick

hang in there

life has a way of changing when you least expect it

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#184308 - 10/03/07 08:46 AM Re: down agian [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
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Nicky,

Originally Posted By: nicky
when did i become this thing i hate
as i lay here on the floor
i have no strength to get up
im not worth it any more


Well, you had the strength, energy and commitment it takes to write a poem about it bro. That's already a start and an appeal for help. You are indeed worth it and there's nothing about you to hate. What's hateful is what was done to you.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#184760 - 10/05/07 12:19 AM Re: down agian [Re: roadrunner]
sunshine70 Offline
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Registered: 08/29/07
Posts: 51
Loc: florida
HUG


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