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#180923 - 09/18/07 09:38 AM so?
MarkK Offline
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What do I care
      if other people have friends
      that they can express their anger freely?

What do I care
      that love avoids me
      and my world seems empty and cold?

What do I care
      that others sit and talk
      and share their victories and defeats?

. . .

It is said that a soul with no contact cannot thrive
      cannot learn to live beyond itself
      and barely even exists.

but -

what do I care?

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#180929 - 09/18/07 11:06 AM Re: so? [Re: MarkK]
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Why does he not care
that he has friends too
that he can tell us how he feels

Why does he not care
that love is right here
that his world is full and warm

Why does he not care
that he can open up
and share his soul

And we will be here for him...

Much love...



Edited by kellygtx (09/18/07 11:10 AM)
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#180932 - 09/18/07 11:11 AM Re: so? [Re: kellygtx]
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Mark,

Kelly put out there what you needed to see I think. I'll just add that you care because you have a soul and are a good man with a lot to share.

Much love,
Larry

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#180969 - 09/18/07 12:34 PM Re: so? [Re: roadrunner]
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looking at excerpts...

Originally Posted By: kellygtx
that he can tell us how he feels
that he can open up
been there, done that, got the heart-ache

Originally Posted By: roadrunner
... you care because you have a soul and are a good man with a lot to share.
i see SO many problems with this i have no idea where to start. i think the one thing i CAN agree with is i have a soul. i know that because i can feel it dying. but the rest ... they're nice words, Larry - but please forgive me if i don't believe them.

m


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#181218 - 09/19/07 02:16 PM Re: so? [Re: MarkK]
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without trying to sound confusing (or insane) i'm almost concerned with the lack of concern i have over things lately.

my wife and i just had a major misunderstanding and for the first time in 30+ years, i didn't do everything possible to smooth things out and restore communication.

numbness on the side of my knee and both feet - and another first - i'm not running to the Dr to get checked. what's the point? he's only going to remind me "You're growing old, Mark".

this i suppose is sad ... but i really don't care much anymore.


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#182659 - 09/27/07 06:08 AM Re: so? [Re: MarkK]
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Mark,

Originally Posted By: MarkK
Originally Posted By: roadrunner
... you care because you have a soul and are a good man with a lot to share.


i see SO many problems with this i have no idea where to start. i think the one thing i CAN agree with is i have a soul. i know that because i can feel it dying. but the rest ... they're nice words, Larry - but please forgive me if i don't believe them.


I know you don't believe them, and hey, that's fine. I didn't believe such things for a long time myself, and I honor and respect wherever it is you are and however you feel right now. You have to be true to your own feelings.

May I suggest that you DO explore this a bit - if you can - in whatever way that feels true and right for you? Not to convince you, Mark, but just to see where you are.

Just an idea.

Much love,
Larry

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As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#185036 - 10/05/07 09:39 PM Re: so? [Re: roadrunner]
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gahhhhh

i was DEAD ON TARGET with this one

m


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