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#182341 - 09/25/07 08:25 PM self cutting
thecoopstah Offline
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Registered: 07/19/04
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Loc: massachusetts
For the first time(since i have been sober since 2002) i cut myself today twice and i have no idea why i did this yet confused and terrified with fear and yet again i really don't know why....i know this is not normal behavior.

I did however tell my T and Dr who both asked me why and still i have have no clue.....i'm bewildered,afraid,scared of this self cutting ...what do i do i can't keep doing this ......i'm hurting myself now not only emotionally but psychically.....the turmoil going on inside of me is getting to much to bear....


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#182349 - 09/25/07 08:37 PM Re: self cutting *DELETED* [Re: thecoopstah]
nicky Offline
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i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#182351 - 09/25/07 08:41 PM Re: self cutting [Re: nicky]
thecoopstah Offline
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Loc: massachusetts
Y/N ...i told both of them today and we'll see how/where it goes...


Coop

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#182353 - 09/25/07 08:44 PM Re: self cutting *DELETED* [Re: thecoopstah]
nicky Offline
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i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8




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#182461 - 09/26/07 11:28 AM Re: self cutting [Re: nicky]
thecoopstah Offline
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Registered: 07/19/04
Posts: 589
Loc: massachusetts
Definition of control.............i really dont give a fuck any more ....thats my definition therefore my control

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