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#181549 - 09/21/07 09:31 AM This is just too hard...
trusty Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 05/14/07 Posts: 167 Loc: Indiana, USA	Some days I can coast along... ...but MOST lately are just too hard... ...to get out of bed... ...to have a "normal, relaxed" conversation with my wife... ...to pretend to be okay at work... ...to want to go teach my classes... ...to truthfully answer the question "how are you doing?"... ...to not cry when i hear almost any music... ...to not feel numb all the time... ...to just fucking hurt so much inside... I can't wait for the Hope Springs weekend. Russ _________________________ "To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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#181551 - 09/21/07 09:34 AM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: trusty]
kellygtx Guest Registered: 07/11/07 Posts: 412 Loc: Texas, USA	Russ - Just a (((((Russ))))) for you. _________________________ I bid you Peace. Kelly The time is always NOW. Breath In. Breath Out. Move On.
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#181611 - 09/21/07 01:34 PM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: kellygtx]
Dewey2k Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 08/22/05 Posts: 3069	Russ, I can totally relate. I'm in the same place right now... I wish I could go to Hope Springs, but I can't afford it.
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#181618 - 09/21/07 02:30 PM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: Dewey2k]
MarkK Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 04/02/07 Posts: 2480 Loc: Denver, CO	Dewey, I'm in the same boat - but one of these days you and I will each find the way to make it to a WoR. You hope for me. I'll hope for you. Deal? m
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#181620 - 09/21/07 02:33 PM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: MarkK]
Dewey2k Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 08/22/05 Posts: 3069	Deal.
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#181631 - 09/21/07 05:58 PM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: Dewey2k]
BJK Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 08/01/07 Posts: 1526	Russ, I had one of those days today as well, but just because we're getting better at handling them doesn't mean that they get any easier, right? I've learned to take these days as victories. If I wake in the morning without the desire to face the day, I remind myself at the end of the day that I did it. Just know that you have my love and respect. Bryan _________________________ Revenge is nothing more than another way of perpetuating abuse. What the world needs now Is some new words of wisdom Like la la la la la la la la la. -David Lowery Having a friend who will keep a secret for you is worthless compared to a friend who won't keep a secret from you.
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#181800 - 09/22/07 08:22 PM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: BJK]
trusty Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 05/14/07 Posts: 167 Loc: Indiana, USA	Hey, Bryan, Thanks. You're right...at least I'm not running away from everything any more...I am hanging in for the fight...even when I know I can't win...winning isn't everything. Just getting out of bed has to be good enough some days. Honestly, I'm a little embarrassed with my post...tried to delete it but it was too late. I'll make it some how...thanks to support from people like you and Dewey and Kelly. Good luck to you, too...hang tough. Russ _________________________ "To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
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#181809 - 09/22/07 09:00 PM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: trusty]
sabata Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 08/08/06 Posts: 1948	russ i hope things get better-------------------enjoy hope springs------------------------------------steve
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#181840 - 09/23/07 07:31 AM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: sabata]
cat lover Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 10/09/05 Posts: 89 Loc: Denver, Colorado	It sounds like things are hard for you right now. We're here if you need us.
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#181852 - 09/23/07 08:23 AM Re: This is just too hard... [Re: trusty]
BJK Member MaleSurvivor Registered: 08/01/07 Posts: 1526	It's easy to be embarassed by posts like these, especially later when you don't feel like you felt when you posted it anymore. It's all good, though. No need to be embarassed. Bryan _________________________ Revenge is nothing more than another way of perpetuating abuse. What the world needs now Is some new words of wisdom Like la la la la la la la la la. -David Lowery Having a friend who will keep a secret for you is worthless compared to a friend who won't keep a secret from you.
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