If I don't bring it up will you continue to heal?
If I read secretly, email secretly will you wonder about others out there?
If I never ask, will you one day tell me how you are?
If I walk through our daily life hand and hand will I do you justice?

What if........, someone gave me directions?

so confusing is this lot we have been given.

Never quite knowing when you are on the right path, my husband needs constant direction, constant questioning, constant waiting for him to crack open even the smallest amount of his thoughts and feelings, constant backing off, constant pushing forward,

Sometimes I get it wrong and he plunges into a place where he can't be reached,

I cry in desperation

but other times we see a glimce of the future, he says in his darkest times thats when he sees the light, and he says he knows that without me, and my actions, he would be on a different path an undoubtably worse path.

Hold strong, you have been put together for a purpose.

Love WS