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#180252 - 09/14/07 10:02 AM Feeling Bruised...
Agape Girl Offline
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Registered: 07/25/07
Posts: 120
Loc: New Jersey, USA
Feeling it today....starting to feel the bruises on my body.

I had a dream 3 months ago, it was 2 weeks after my bf disclosed to me, I dreamt that I was covered in bruises, it's poetic don't you think? Poetic, because although I have no real understanding of CSA, I am human and I LOVE, I love mostly unconditionally. So when you hurt, I hurt.

This must be the reason I cry, while we are intimate. I cry for you and for me. I don't like it. Not so long ago I remember crying because I was so overwhelmed by "OUR" moment. It was joyful and beautiful to feel such love, I did at that time feel soooo much love, and peacefulness.

Now it's hurting me, ONE of the many things that was truly beautiful between us.

_________________________
AGAPE'
means selfless love of one person for another
without sexual implications
(especially love that is spiritual in nature)

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#180253 - 09/14/07 10:06 AM Re: Feeling Bruised... [Re: Agape Girl]
sweet-n-sour Offline
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Registered: 10/03/06
Posts: 409
Loc: chicago
Hi. Wow, very profound...truly. A very heartfelt posting, a great representation of the complexities we feel in being the supporter of a csa survivor. Your bf is a lucky man.

You have a great spirit and I admire you friend!

Best wishes,
S-n-S

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"As long as he continues to try, I will meet him in that determination and commitment."

cm 2007

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#180264 - 09/14/07 10:42 AM Re: Feeling Bruised... [Re: sweet-n-sour]
healingpartner Offline
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Registered: 04/04/07
Posts: 407
Hi. Yes...sometimes it seems things are just slowly stripped from us one at a time until nothing is left.


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