It's OK to not be in a place where you can smile or laugh over the video. I remember a time when I would have had a similar reaction. The important thing is that you were comfortable enough to say how you felt.
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Cool link. It reminds me of when Julie was a baby. Thanks for the memory.
“Life’s journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting ‘Holy ____…! What a ride!’” ~Hunter S. Thompson