I have not ben able to rest for the last few nights . I took my sleeping pill (DOXIPN) but it does not seem to do much good .
I have ben haveing nightmares the last few nights , of being raped again . It was 30 years ago labor day that I was raped , I guess that it is just the time of year . I allways have it rough this time of year . after all of this time I wish that the feelings would just fade away .
Grown men do cry, They just do in private

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MICHAEL

"I HAD NO SHOES THEN I SAW A MAN THAT HAD NO FEET"

"All I can do is be me, whoever that is"