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#179022 - 09/07/07 05:13 PM Fused Triggers
kellygtx Offline
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Edited by kellygtx (10/08/07 03:45 PM)
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#179158 - 09/08/07 02:28 PM Re: Fused Triggers [Re: kellygtx]
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Kelly... I have read this post about 5 times and I want to respond... it brings up something in me, but I can't put my finger on it. It is very strong - I just can't get there yet.. can't figure out why it is creating such a reaction in me, but it must be that something rings true for me... I'm going to just sit with it for awhile.. but I will post when i make some sense of it... ok?

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#179263 - 09/09/07 10:15 AM Re: Fused Triggers [Re: dannym]
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Hi Kelly,


""I have a trigger/fantasy of being on an exam table and being both examined and sexually used and abused by a male doctor. I think I have fused this lack of control with a doctor and lack of control during the abuse.""

I was wondering if this could be a memory and not a fantasy? If you spent that much time in the hospital, drugged up, could it be a memory?

The doctors actually got you drunk? to what purpose?

David

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#179272 - 09/09/07 12:29 PM Re: Fused Triggers [Re: des6263]
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David -

Yes they did get me intoxicated. This was early on in the study of Dystonia and there is a type called Alcohol Responsive Dystonia. Mine is very response to alcohol - but I can't go around lite all the time. We did recently try a drug called Primadone that acts on the same receptors as alcohol. It did have an effect on me, limited though, but also had some nasty side effects.

I never thought about it being a memory.



Edited by kellygtx (09/09/07 12:53 PM)
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