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#178741 - 09/06/07 05:25 PM That's it
user2007 Offline
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Registered: 08/13/07
Posts: 346
Well, guys, I believe that this is it. I'm glad I could find a place like this and all of you that helped me so much through these weeks. If I'm still here is because of you that helped me. Thanks a lot for that. Now I'm heading to a place that probably won't let me be in touch the way I wanted.
So...
Thanks for all you've done. See ya next time!

PS: The lines above are just unspoken words... So don't mind them.



You and me, dad
It's not that complicated
It's not that hard to understand
And if I tell you
That I don't feel anything anymore
That this road without you is safer
I know, you're going to laugh at my face
I already recognize your smile
I can read the look in your eyes
Your smile is fake
And I don't need it anymore

I'm sorry to tell you
That I still love you
It's not something I can easily hide
Between the two of us
There's no space for any other secret
And we have already agreeded that
Between the things we already said
There's no way we can still be father and son
And when I say that
I don't even want it anymore
This sentence seems to be backwards
So untrue
And when I say I forgot
I didn't forget anything at all

I've looked for any excuse
For not facing you
For not saying again and another time
The same thing I always do
That I don't fucking care about this subject
That our relationship isn't in my concern anymore
If I try to tell you lies
You already recognize my smile
You can read the look in my eyes
My smile is fake
Because I don't need it anymore

I've found out that life is much more
Than waiting for your next comand
And for that I will continue now
Trying to erase from my past the person of you
But for now that it isn't true yet,
Let me say just for recording,
That for me you're still my father
And my wasted heart will love you
Untill it breaks completely


When you say you despise me
Do you know how I love you?

_________________________
"Yes, I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by
All this pavement"

~ John Mayer



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#178748 - 09/06/07 06:22 PM Re: That's it [Re: user2007]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Julian,

Good luck in your new school and I hope it goes well for you. Just remember you have a lot of friends here who will always be happy to welcome you and hear how you are doing. Never think you're alone.

I know it hurts when you look at how things are between you and your Dad, but hang in there. It's rough right now, but I hope you find peace. It is out there for us - all of us. Okay?

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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