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#177798 - 09/02/07 01:42 PM some days i hate them
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thought about my parents today ,never a good thing , had a message for them ,but why waste my time huh?so thought id put it here,
i would'nt want you to want to be wanted by me
i wouldn't want you to worry
you'd be drowned within my sea
i only wanted to be wonderfull
and wonderfull is true
in truth i only really wanted
to be wanted by you
i never thought of you as chickenshit
i never thought of you at all
untill you made me part of it
so i could take the fall
i only wanted to be wonderfull
and wonderfull is true
in truth i only really wanted
to be wanted by you
adam



Edited by shadowkid (09/02/07 07:22 PM)
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#177799 - 09/02/07 01:49 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: shadowkid]
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adam,
thanks for sharing this with us man.

i love the way you get to the essence of it all:

"in truth i only really wanted
to be wanted by you"

you rock adam.
buzz


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#177800 - 09/02/07 01:54 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: buzz_key]
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I found this poem quite moving. Thanks, Adam.

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#177801 - 09/02/07 01:55 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: melliferal]
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This one floored me Adam.

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#177840 - 09/02/07 05:06 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: Still]
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ADAM...

I've got tears pouring down my cheeks after reading your poem.

That sure is exactly what I wish I could have told my Dad & my mother when I was little...

"...I only wanted to be wanted by you..."

Thanks for sharing that, buddy. It took me back to being 5 year old Mike.

Your friend - Mike <><

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#177841 - 09/02/07 05:16 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: SECfanMIKE]
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Wow, Adam.

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#177892 - 09/02/07 10:09 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: shadowkid]
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Adam,

Originally Posted By: shadowkid
in truth i only really wanted
to be wanted by you


Everyone else is zeroing in on this bit, and so will I. (((((Adam))))) You so deserved to be wanted and special. It sucks that your parents didn't show you that, but I hope you are catching some of that good feeling from your brothers here. There's a lot of it aimed at you!

Much love,
Larry

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#177913 - 09/03/07 12:07 AM Re: some days i hate them [Re: roadrunner]
shadowkid Offline
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heh you guys are family you gotta be nice lol! thanks k?adam

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#177938 - 09/03/07 01:16 AM Re: some days i hate them [Re: shadowkid]
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Hi,

Good work. Hard not to relate to taking the fall for someone, or wanting to be wanted.


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#178081 - 09/03/07 08:29 PM Re: some days i hate them [Re: copenbay]
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Adam,

I know that it really sucks that you were not wanted by the people who should have wanted you most and there is not a thing that you, me, or anybody else can do about it. But I'll repeat what others have said.

You are wanted and loved here!

And yes, you are part of my family!!


Love ya
Darrel

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