I just sighed when I read this. You're right, of course; in a way my thought goes back to something I said to you in another comment about our need to acknowledge and own our feelings. I so appreciate the way you are using poetry to work through some of these feelings in your own recovery and sharing them with the rest of us here.
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)