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#173669 - 08/16/07 01:50 PM Re: picture [Re: jaybee]
emptydreamer Offline
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Registered: 05/19/07
Posts: 276
Loc: Midwest USA
Very powerful thread guys, I can relate very well.

I look at the few remaining photos of me as a boy, and I get so angry that no one could notice that something was wrong.

Times I feel like you Trevor, that someone, anyone should have noticed.

Hell, the best one I could find is my avatar. I just won first place in a slot car race, yeah, first place, do I look like a kid who just got first place? It really pisses me off, every time I even think about it.

I've quit looking at the album, it really does not help with my recovery right now, maybe later it will, but for now, I just leave it alone.

Best wishes and warmest regards,
Scott

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#173673 - 08/16/07 02:14 PM Re: picture [Re: Trevor]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Originally Posted By: Trevor
no ur picture
dont look like a kid whos worthless he just
looks like a regulr kid that should a been
treated rite.


But Trev, I think that if any of us were to look at your picture, we would say the same thing. We would see yet another kid, like all the rest of us, who should have been well treated. You were - and are! - just as worthwhile and special as all the rest of us.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#173674 - 08/16/07 02:20 PM Re: picture [Re: Trevor]
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Trev,

Quoting you again:

Originally Posted By: Trevor
so like i would do anything for him so i could
hang w them and be included in things


Do you understand that there was nothing wrong in you acting like this? Any young boy would want to be included in things by his big brother! That's the kind of thing that a little brother needs; he dreams of that! And at the same time, he is too young to understand that it's not okay to do certain things in order to be included. It's the big brother's job to keep him safe!

Much love,
Larry

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As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#173689 - 08/16/07 03:31 PM Re: picture [Re: roadrunner]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
k fine heres the stupid ugly little
mothrfuckr now. t shirt should say
"take a numbr"
i hate him
i hate him
i hate him

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#173691 - 08/16/07 03:40 PM Re: picture [Re: Trevor]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
i hate him so bad
it makes me so sik
they should have
fuckin killd him
fuck

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#173694 - 08/16/07 03:58 PM Re: picture [Re: Trevor]
roadrunner Offline
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Trev,

Have a look at the thread I just bumped up out of the archive. I'm thinking maybe you didn't see this one. If not, have a look through it if you will.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#173695 - 08/16/07 04:08 PM Re: picture [Re: roadrunner]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
i saw it

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#173696 - 08/16/07 04:13 PM Re: picture [Re: Trevor]
Stefan012 Offline
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Registered: 12/18/06
Posts: 281
Loc: The Netherlands
looks like a regular kid to me trevor

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You let them out and miss them while they're gone
But there's memories down here and they will always live down here
No they can't take them away, so they won't

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#173697 - 08/16/07 04:21 PM Re: picture [Re: Stefan012]
Trevor Offline
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Registered: 06/05/06
Posts: 778
Loc: Rhode Island
ru kidding me?
it makes me sick!

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#173698 - 08/16/07 04:31 PM Re: picture [Re: Trevor]
buzz_key Offline
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Registered: 03/31/07
Posts: 635
Loc: USA
trevor,
you know, i don't think we have talked before...but i have read a lot of your posts...i love your sense of humor man.

this particular thread has gotten my interest cause i have always struggled with my self image too. some of that comes from thinking we ALLOWED ourselves to be abused...but you HAVE to understand, it WAS NOT YOUR FAULT!

i see your picture and i see a boy that was thrown away and is deeply hurt by it...he needs your love and acceptance....you are all he has...don't throw him away again.

i hope i'm not being too forward...my heart is just broken for you.


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