This has been possibly one of the worst days of my life. I am so grateful for this post, i am breathing for the first time today. I am experiencing great relief, understanding and the tears would be of happiness not exasperation. I have been stuck for so long, and it is almost like with each little step, I face a new mountain. I have tried so hard to get to the end, but now for the first time, I truly realize there is no end , just the journey.
I just can't believe serendipity and my souls thermonuclear meltdown have just collided. This gives me great peace, and conviction I am on the right path that I have started on. I can rest now, thank you. It IS going to get better, I just wish they would make this article a permanent place, as so many don't read this section, and so many are stuck too.
I didnt know this feeling I am experiencing right now was possible. The panic is fading.
The need for love lies at the very foundation of human existence. Dalai Lama
WoR Barrie 2011