I don't know what to do anymore. I'm out of ideas. I'm not going to try much longer I'm afraid.
Hey guy ... i've been here the past three days and it's been painful beyond belief. for me, when i don't know what to do, i listen to other people. even if i don't believe what they say, at least they are saying something.
i dunno if input from others helps - it's hard to tell; you say even MS isn't helping.
but you're still here - still posting - and we're still listening and still willing to be here for you.
i understand what it's like to stand looking at the darkness and not even seeing a light at the end of it all. i'm also pretty sure there's a boy inside you that wants you to hang on - just like he did back when.