i just wanted to share the fact that ive been in a horrid, bad frame of mind for a couple of months. i didnt realise how bad of a depression i was in until i got up one day and saw how pretty it was.
heck i didnt remember that it could be so nice to be up and alive.
i always decide to play doctor and decide that i dont need my medication (anit-depressants). every time i do that my life sucks for a long time until someone (usually my sister, this time my T) notices and asks if im on my meds. once that is pointed out, back to the doctor i go!!
anyway i just wanted to share that.
Lord, i hope this day is good. im feeling empty and misunderstood. i should be thankful, lord, i know i should, but lord, i hope this day is good. DON WILLIAMS