sorry ya got the blahs... it happens. i have found that taking a break now and again gives me a chance to try and use my new skills, and get used to the internal changes. after a while, something pokes me in the side and says "guess what? time to take a few more steps"... and then, here i am... i have come to terms with it being part of the healing cycle now. do i wanna be here? oh yea, sure... it's like being at a cemetary for me. i seem to only be in these places when i am sad. sometimes in order for me to ever be happy, i have to leave the cemetary. so, now i weep. i weep for myself and my brothers. as one moves forward to rejoin life, another steps out to take time to weep, time to hurt, time to heal. but in time, you look back and see the progress. then you know it works. after a few times you learn to trust the process, because it works. Please have a good day buddy... your new friend... Jaybee
3+7+11+13+19+25+39/9-4 yep, were all somewhere...