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#169682 - 07/29/07 08:27 PM I am OK.
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
to my friends here on the site.

i can barely comprehend my experience of the last weeks

but i am ok - i am calmer for sure

i am pretty wilded by the adventures i've had and attacked

even stumbled upon.

i do not know how i am going to get from point a. to point b. at this moment -

but i do know - that i understand myself - and life - a bit better

i'm pleased to say here - i've got a smile on.

keep well buddies.

markymarkgreyblue.






Edited by markgreyblue (07/29/07 08:27 PM)
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-wisdom of the hopi elders

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#169687 - 07/29/07 08:37 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: markgreyblue]
sabata Offline
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Registered: 08/08/06
Posts: 1948
glad you are ok----------------------mark


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#169688 - 07/29/07 08:40 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: sabata]
FormerTexan Offline
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Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 11026
Loc: Denver, CO
Good to hear from you Mark!

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List of things ain't nobody got time for:

1. That


If I could meet myself as a boy...

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#169694 - 07/29/07 09:33 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: markgreyblue]
MusicMan Offline
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Registered: 11/23/03
Posts: 144
Loc: Elmira, NY
Hi Mark,

It has been a very long time. It is nice to hear from you again. Sounds like life is a bit chaotic for you. And I see that you have moved to Boston. The last I knew you were living in CA. I hope that you get from point A to point B.

God bless,
John, the Music Man


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#169734 - 07/30/07 04:54 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: MusicMan]
lostcowboy Offline
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Registered: 11/10/04
Posts: 797
Loc: North Texas
Hi Mark, hope that things are getting better.

Take care,
Clifford

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"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend." - Albert Camus
Pretty much my life as I have posted so far. Triggers!

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#169756 - 07/30/07 07:15 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: lostcowboy]
duncanUK Offline
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Registered: 12/24/06
Posts: 632
Hi Mark

hope you are well. and things are getting better.

Duncan

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you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.

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#169757 - 07/30/07 07:18 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: duncanUK]
pain4ever Offline


Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Hey Mark,

Good to hear from ya...its been a while...was getting worried. Whats been going on?? Glad you are in good spirits...keep smiling!


Heh...I am OK....famous words that normally mean were not.

Brian

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Peace and Tranquility all depends on your frame of reference.

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#169838 - 07/30/07 12:08 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: pain4ever]
TNuss Offline
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Registered: 02/28/06
Posts: 202
Loc: Del-A-Ware???
good see you back with us!

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All my best!!!

In harmony,
Troy
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I hug myself daily until the day I find the embrace that completes me.

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#169899 - 07/30/07 06:03 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: TNuss]
Alexander Offline
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Registered: 10/17/06
Posts: 223
Loc: The Netherlands
good to hear from you Mark, I was just wondering how you were doing, yesterday. \:\)

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And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
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#169936 - 07/30/07 09:12 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: markgreyblue]
Russ2 Offline
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Registered: 10/28/03
Posts: 77
Hi Mark.

Thank you for posting.

Hang in there, man!

- Russ


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#170204 - 07/31/07 10:45 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: Russ2]
markgreyblue Offline
Member
MaleSurvivor

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
thanks guys. it's probably the loneliest time i've ever gone through - and also the most self evaluating. i wish it weren't.

i think i can see so many things sometimes - it's been rough to choose - where i am right now - if that makes sense.

mgb is just battling to restart his life - and he will do so.

and work - would so welcome right now.

keep safe, keep peaceful - keep managing your lives day to day.
the way you need to, the way you can too.

mgb

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#171584 - 08/07/07 07:02 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: Russ2]
Still Offline
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Registered: 02/16/07
Posts: 6367
Loc: 2 NATO Nations
Thinking about you Mark

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#171628 - 08/07/07 09:04 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: Still]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

Do let us know if you are needing some time to yourself or whether you are okay about talking to people. I keep wondering how you are doing.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#171802 - 08/07/07 09:05 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: roadrunner]
markgreyblue Offline
Member
MaleSurvivor

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
Hi Larry and Guys,

Things have been really strange. If I say this with total frankness, I'll say in some ways - I've been changed.
In others, the time and isolation have made me feel
and process things from the past (all of it.)
I am stronger and more mature in a different way - grief but also good memories abound.
The goals I dreamt about and established in Dorchester
I hope to carry through this winter 'arting' out and maybe working in a coffee shop - which - would be low stress - and idyllic -

My friends here are invaluable to me. I have new friends here on the West Coast, but my winter hopefully will be spent quietly -
productively and godwilling, there'll be an alonon
there to keep me in a network - and coping.

Just the beginning of thoughts though - so
save room for evolution - epiphanies - and updates \:\) - -

M-Google-B.



Edited by markgreyblue (08/07/07 09:06 PM)
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