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#170204 - 07/31/07 10:45 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: Russ2]
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
thanks guys. it's probably the loneliest time i've ever gone through - and also the most self evaluating. i wish it weren't.

i think i can see so many things sometimes - it's been rough to choose - where i am right now - if that makes sense.

mgb is just battling to restart his life - and he will do so.

and work - would so welcome right now.

keep safe, keep peaceful - keep managing your lives day to day.
the way you need to, the way you can too.

mgb

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous



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#171584 - 08/07/07 07:02 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: Russ2]
Still Offline
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Registered: 02/16/07
Posts: 6317
Loc: 2 NATO Nations
Thinking about you Mark

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#171628 - 08/07/07 09:04 AM Re: I am OK. [Re: Still]
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

Do let us know if you are needing some time to yourself or whether you are okay about talking to people. I keep wondering how you are doing.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#171802 - 08/07/07 09:05 PM Re: I am OK. [Re: roadrunner]
markgreyblue Offline
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Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
Hi Larry and Guys,

Things have been really strange. If I say this with total frankness, I'll say in some ways - I've been changed.
In others, the time and isolation have made me feel
and process things from the past (all of it.)
I am stronger and more mature in a different way - grief but also good memories abound.
The goals I dreamt about and established in Dorchester
I hope to carry through this winter 'arting' out and maybe working in a coffee shop - which - would be low stress - and idyllic -

My friends here are invaluable to me. I have new friends here on the West Coast, but my winter hopefully will be spent quietly -
productively and godwilling, there'll be an alonon
there to keep me in a network - and coping.

Just the beginning of thoughts though - so
save room for evolution - epiphanies - and updates \:\) - -

M-Google-B.



Edited by markgreyblue (08/07/07 09:06 PM)
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