here's my take on it,,
for me it has all been a big puzzle, and the pieces come in different ways, at different times, and they have different impacts on me.
I think you just got a few pieces of your puzle is all.
i dont think your going crazy, lots of people just put the stuff away when it happened, or a little later, and it comes back in pieces, and contrary to the movies, yes, you can get the audio without the video, and vice a versa, it comes the way it comes.
Your doing fine, just keep hanging with it, k?
be kind to yourself, k
I asked him about this law he spoke of, he said,,, *watch* he then asked the others to share about their lives,,, the others talked of how things were for them, how things worked in their lives,,, and as they believed, it was so.