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#165823 - 07/10/07 09:01 AM This could have been written by me
pain4ever Offline


Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Bawling at my desk..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emRQrLJyqXU

Could have been written by me...its all I wanted as a kid...except I was a boy!

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#165873 - 07/10/07 02:32 PM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: pain4ever]
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Brian,

Thanks for sharing this one. I wonder if there's anyone here who could read and listen to this without weeping with you. And the kid is so right: "I will learn to love me again."

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#165975 - 07/11/07 07:35 AM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: roadrunner]
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Larry,

I love the opening..."I dont feel like being a strong rational adult anymore...I dont want to be logical and sensible" I feel like that everyday.

"I just want someone to love and take care of me....I want someone to protect and beleive in me....I want someone to save me"....its all I ever longed and pleaded for as a kid. I screamed in my prayers to God.

"I don't understand why you dont love me......what did i do so wrong?" I cried that over and over as a child, in my room at night as I trembled in fear, waiting for another surprise attack.

"I promise I will be good"........Thats all i said as tears streamed down my face....screamed it as my head exploded in pain.

"I don't deserve this..its not fair"............Dang too many night's as an adult I cried over that, I didnt realise it as a kid.


To me the biggest thing in that video.........."I'll promise anything...JUST LOVE ME".
It is Amazing.

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#165998 - 07/11/07 09:56 AM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: pain4ever]
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help me? please?



Edited by shadowkid (07/11/07 09:57 AM)
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#166001 - 07/11/07 10:10 AM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: shadowkid]
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hit me ,hurt me , hate me ,i'll still love you.

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#166002 - 07/11/07 10:14 AM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: shadowkid]
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I know how you feel...its tough...so messed up that we were used like that.

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#166059 - 07/11/07 02:01 PM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: pain4ever]
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This makes me sick to my stomach and so angry I could kill someone right now


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#166061 - 07/11/07 02:05 PM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: shadowkid]
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Shadow,

Originally Posted By: shadowkid
hit me ,hurt me , hate me ,i'll still love you.


There just isn't anything so pure and innocent, or as entirely devoted and unquestioning, as the love of a child.

Much love,
Larry

_________________________
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#166152 - 07/11/07 08:38 PM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: roadrunner]
shadowkid Offline
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they should show something like this on the today show ,on national tv ,during the fing super bowl !every ten minutes till the abuse stops forever.

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#166155 - 07/11/07 08:42 PM Re: This could have been written by me [Re: shadowkid]
healingpartner Offline
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Registered: 04/04/07
Posts: 407
I want to throw up


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