Bawling at my desk..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emRQrLJyqXU

Could have been written by me...its all I wanted as a kid...except I was a boy!

Brian,

Thanks for sharing this one. I wonder if there's anyone here who could read and listen to this without weeping with you. And the kid is so right: "I will learn to love me again."

Much love,
Larry

Larry,

I love the opening..."I dont feel like being a strong rational adult anymore...I dont want to be logical and sensible" I feel like that everyday.

"I just want someone to love and take care of me....I want someone to protect and beleive in me....I want someone to save me"....its all I ever longed and pleaded for as a kid. I screamed in my prayers to God.

"I don't understand why you dont love me......what did i do so wrong?" I cried that over and over as a child, in my room at night as I trembled in fear, waiting for another surprise attack.

"I promise I will be good"........Thats all i said as tears streamed down my face....screamed it as my head exploded in pain.

"I don't deserve this..its not fair"............Dang too many night's as an adult I cried over that, I didnt realise it as a kid.


To me the biggest thing in that video.........."I'll promise anything...JUST LOVE ME".
It is Amazing.

help me? please?

hit me ,hurt me , hate me ,i'll still love you.

I know how you feel...its tough...so messed up that we were used like that.

This makes me sick to my stomach and so angry I could kill someone right now

Shadow,



There just isn't anything so pure and innocent, or as entirely devoted and unquestioning, as the love of a child.

Much love,
Larry

they should show something like this on the today show ,on national tv ,during the fing super bowl !every ten minutes till the abuse stops forever.

I want to throw up