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#165774 - 07/10/07 08:07 AM I am colorblind, counting crows
shadowkid Offline
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Registered: 11/18/05
Posts: 2437
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine

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its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball - damien rice

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#165874 - 07/10/07 03:35 PM Re: I am colorblind, counting crows [Re: shadowkid]
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Shadow,

This is one I didn't know before, but now I want to hunt for the download. Thanks for sharing this. It never ceases to amaze me how powerful music is as a way for looking at these things.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#165924 - 07/10/07 09:50 PM Re: I am colorblind, counting crows [Re: roadrunner]
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Posts: 2437
i'm starting to see the colors again, thanks to all you guys for helping me. adam

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its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball - damien rice

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#166007 - 07/11/07 11:29 AM Re: I am colorblind, counting crows [Re: shadowkid]
shadowkid Offline
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Posts: 2437
"Somewhere I Belong" linkin park

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That Iím not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that Iíve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain Iíve held so long
(Erase all the pain till itís gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like Iím close to something real
I wanna find something Iíve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And Iíve got nothing to say
I canít believe I didnít fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That itís not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
íCause I canít justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like Iím somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like Iím somewhere I belong

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its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball - damien rice

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#166011 - 07/11/07 11:45 AM Re: I am colorblind, counting crows [Re: shadowkid]
healingpartner Offline
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Registered: 04/04/07
Posts: 407
Love this song


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